Author: Higher Things

Claire Houser

The first few weeks of school have come and gone and the pre-semester excitement has gone with it. As I contemplate the papers and readings I’ve already started to dread, I find myself wondering why I was so excited to get back to school. I appreciate the routine schedule and the daily structure. I love to expand my intellect and study subjects I’m passionate. I believe, however, that what every student looks forward to is seeing friends again.

I had been excited to see my roommates, my friends, the professors, and all the familiar faces at my university. There was only one problem. After a summer packed with Lutheran theology, (e.g., touring Fort Wayne Seminary, attending the Concordia Deaconess Conference, being a CCV at Higher Things), I had to go back to a big city school where diversity and progressivism are regularly shoved in my face. Even my closest college friends and my roommates don’t always share my worldview. I am in an environment where I often feel pressured to be politically correct. Going back to school can be a struggle. I sometimes wonder how confessional Lutheran students are to survive in a world that hates Christ.

While our parents and grandparents are typically shamed for their beliefs on abortion and marriage, they are also dismissed as being “old fashioned” or “out of touch.” As teens and young adults, believing that a baby in the womb is a human who has the right to life is offensive and absurd to the world. If you believe that marriage is between a man and a woman, you clearly have been brainwashed by a judgmental religion. We are simply expected to know better.

So, how are we students to survive this ever-changing world that only continues to hate us? The most important thing is to go to church where you can continue to have your faith nurtured. Attend a confessional Lutheran church that preaches the Word of God in its truth and purity, and that rightly administers the Sacraments! Bible study is also a great tool. Be able to defend your faith, backing it up with what the Scripture says. Also, surround yourself with like-minded people, such as the other people your age at church. This can be difficult, but it can be done. Living in a sinful world can be a lot easier when you have a friend to remind you of the life and salvation you have in Christ’s death and resurrection.

And finally, continue to be a good student. That, after all, is a wonderful, God-given vocation. Don’t pick a fight with everyone who disagrees with God’s Word. If someone asks why you believe what you believe, explain everything in the kindest way. Being a student is a difficult job. While we do not know what future God has in store for us, we do know is that we are baptized children of God. He has called us and we know His voice because we are His. By faith we can show Christ’s love when we serve our neighbors, and by God’s grace He will give us the words to proclaim our faith.

Claire Houser is studying Political Science at Concordia University in St. Paul, Minnesota. She serves in the Army National Guard and hopes to begin the Deaconess Program when she graduates.

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Or, You Are Not Alone

Rev. Harrison Goodman

For some reason we treat sin as if it’s completely different from sickness. I’ve seen cancer destroy lives, but I’ve seen sin crush people, too. Sin breaks stuff.

When we read about Jesus walking up to a blind man and restoring his sight, nobody asks why the blind man didn’t just decide to start seeing without Christ. Nobody wonders if he just didn’t really want to see until Jesus came along and told him it would be a good idea.

When someone wrestling with depression and hurt, like my friend whom we’ll call Ashley, comes to us for help, we don’t see them like the blind man. When I was 17 and I saw cuts on Ashley, my first instinct was always to tell her something that boiled down to stop being hurt. Fix yourself. Platitudes. When she was still hurting, I wondered if she just didn’t want to feel better. It sounds stupid. It is. When we pretend sin doesn’t break stuff, we always end up imagining the problem can be fixed internally. It can’t.

Ephesians 2:1-5 And you were dead in the trespasses and sins in which you once walked, following the course of this world, following the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that is now at work in the sons of disobedience–among whom we all once lived in the passions of our flesh, carrying out the desires of the body and the mind, and were by nature children of wrath, like the rest of mankind. But God, being rich in mercy, because of the great love with which he loved us, even when we were dead in our trespasses, made us alive together with Christ- by grace you have been saved

Dead means dead. If we are dead in sin, we can’t just choose to stop being dead. We need to be made alive. The answer isn’t inside of us. God sends help externally. Jesus became man, not inside my heart, but outside of my broken heart in real flesh and blood. Jesus didn’t just tell me “stop being a sinner.” He died on a cross for me. He doesn’t just live in my heart. He really rose from the dead. All of this is external, because telling a blind man to decide to stop being blind won’t work any more than telling a sinner to just decide to stop hurting. Jesus saves us from the outside in.

But we still feel broken. Ashley was still depressed and cutting herself. God’s answer wasn’t just “think really hard about the cross.” The answer isn’t inside of us. God sends help externally. The cross doesn’t exist only in your heart. It’s brought from the outside to your heart, to heal, to help, to save. He makes that cross real and present from the outside in. He gives you communion, the very same blood shed on the cross for you is given for you to drink. His help always comes from outside of us. You don’t need to imagine the cross and make yourself feel better. Jesus sends His Body and Blood across time and space to bring all of the peace of the cross to you for when you can’t just feel better.

God always answers externally. Outside of us. He sent Jesus to die on a cross to forgive your sins. He sends His Sacrament to you to deliver that forgiveness to you. He works through people, too. The answer is always outside of us.

One of those people will be called a pastor. He deals with sin. He was sent with words that aren’t his own. God has sent Him to speak peace to you. We call it absolution. “In the stead and by the command of my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, I forgive you all your sins in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit.” That’s God speaking literal forgiveness through a guy He sent to help you. God doesn’t expect you to think your way to absolution, so He sends someone equipped to help. Your parents might have a tax guy because they can’t figure out how to do their taxes themselves. You have a sin guy, sent by God to deal with your sins, because you were never supposed to be able to handle sin yourself. Use him. It doesn’t matter if your pastor is 25 and knows all your favorite bands or 80 and can’t work the Internet. It doesn’t even matter if he understands your motive, because God can still work through Him. Your pastor was only sent to bring you God’s words, not his own. He has God given words. “In the stead and by the command of my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, I forgive you all your sins in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit.” That really works.

Some of those people God sends will be called doctor. They deal with medicine. God loves your soul, but He loves your body, too. It’s not an either or. It’s both. Don’t think that because you have Jesus you don’t need doctors, or because you have doctors you don’t need Jesus. I wasn’t Ashley’s pastor or her doctor. It wasn’t my job to fix her. It wasn’t my vocation. I cared for her, but just because you really love your grandma with cancer doesn’t mean you should handle her chemo instead of her oncologist. Ashley needed a friend, but she also needed a pastor and a doctor.

God also sends some people called parents. That’s a tough pill to swallow, especially when it looks like they’re the problem. This isn’t a “God doesn’t make mistakes” platitude. Your parents are sinners, too. They might not understand what’s going on, and they might not always handle it the best way, but they are sinners Christ died for, and more than that, they are the forgiven sinners that God gave you. Your parents don’t have to be sinless and perfect for God to work with them. It’s not about the gift. It’s about the giver. God could have given you anyone, but He gave you your folks. That makes them special, because the God we love and trust has promised that He will work through them. Even if they are sinners, they’re God-given sinners. God works with and through sinners. Even when they mess up, His hand will work.

We struggle with looking outside of ourselves when we hurt, especially because the external gifts God gives don’t always look all that impressive. A naked, dead God doesn’t look like He can help, but He can. A chalice of wine seems like an antiquated ritual, but it’s Jesus. An old sinner in a black shirt with a white tab might seem out of touch, but He carries God’s peace to you. Sinful parents might seem like the enemy, but God has promised to work even with sinners.

That’s our only hope. God will work with and for sinners. God can work with broken Ashley and broken you. God has helped and will continue to help. He saves you from the outside in. You are not alone.

Pastor Harrison Goodman serves St. Paul Lutheran Church in Winside, Nebraska and St. Paul Lutheran Church in Carroll, Nebraska. He can be reached at hgoodman01@gmail.com.

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Or, Forgiveness Is Not About How Sad You Are.

Rev. Harrison Goodman

There was a guy in the bible named Judas. He was introduced as “Judas, who became a traitor.” The bible isn’t really big on cliffhangers. He’s the guy nobody wants to think about when someone’s depressed, because he made such a mess and hurt so bad he hanged himself.

Judas stole. He was the guy in charge of the moneybag. He used to help himself to what was put into it. Scripture never said why. You can put whatever spin you want on it. Maybe Judas was so evil that his mustache curled up, and he stole because he wanted to take money from God. Maybe Judas was just a normal guy who tried to do what he thought was best and made a mess of it. Jesus wasn’t exactly known for being financially responsible. He kept giving away money and allowing expensive perfume to be poured on His feet instead of sold, so maybe Judas just tried to cook the books a little to keep everyone fed. After all, if the whole traveling band keeps going, it helps everyone. But, whatever the motive, Judas stole.

In Jerusalem, Judas was getting closer and closer to being found out. He went to the chief priests and said, “What will you give me if I deliver him over to you?” And they paid him thirty pieces of silver. Again, spin it however you want. Maybe Judas was doubling his money and getting rid of Jesus in one move. Maybe he sat in his evil lair and literally laughed like, “Mwahahahaha!” Or, maybe Judas was just a normal guy who realized he messed up and was trying to fix what he broke the best way he could. Maybe Judas was so convinced that Jesus was innocent that he thought even if Christ was handed over, He would be declared innocent. Then, with 30 pieces of silver making up for what got spent, everyone would ride off into the sunset. But, whatever the motive, Judas betrayed Jesus.

Sin ate at Judas until he found himself at the most awkward meal of his life. His sin cut him off from his friends and from his God. He sat in the upper room during Jesus’ last supper just staring at his plate, wishing it was over. If you’ve ever sat at a family meal furious, ashamed, or guilty, you know how heavy silence can be. You know how loud every clink of silverware is in absence of what should be said at a normal dinner. Finally, Jesus lays it all out on the table. “The Son of Man goes as it is written of him, but woe to that man by whom the Son of Man is betrayed! It would have been better for that man if he had not been born.” Judas, who would betray him, answered, “Is it I, Rabbi?” Jesus replied, “You have said so.” Judas probably agreed. It would have been better if he had never been born.

Then came the kiss, the trial, and the cross. Judas saw how much he broke everything, and hated it, so he tried to fix things himself. He confessed his sin and tried to give back the money. Giving back the money didn’t undo the sin, though. Sometimes things break and we can’t fix them. Sin broke Judas. Judas hanged himself.

Peter sinned, too, that night. Really, it was the same sin as Judas, only he didn’t cast aside his Lord once. Peter denied the Lord three times. Judas and Peter committed the same sin. Peter even sinned more, but Peter lived while Judas killed himself. Peter has churches named after him, but Judas is the name we call each other when we backstab our friends.

There’s only one difference between Peter and Judas. It’s called repentance. I think we use the word too narrowly, though. Whenever I hear calls to repent, it only ever seems to focus on making sure someone feels sorry enough, but calling guilty, ashamed broken people to repentance doesn’t mean whipping them with their sin. They’re good at doing that to themselves already. My broken friend, whom we’ll call Ashley, never needed to be told to feel sorry or guilty or ashamed. Judas and Peter both wept in shame. The difference between Judas and Peter was not how sad or sorry they were. Ashley’s problem wasn’t that she couldn’t be sorry enough. Repentance isn’t how sorry you are. Repentance is faith. Repentance is trust–nothing more, nothing less.

Repentance is believing everything God’s word says, both the stuff about you being a sinner, and the stuff about Him being a savior. If repentance is just about being sorry, Judas was plenty repentant. The only difference between Judas and Peter is not that Peter was sorry for betraying Jesus and Judas wasn’t, but that Judas tried to solve his problem himself. Peter found help in the Lord. Both confessed, but Judas thought he had to fix his problem himself. Peter thought Christ would have to fix it for him. Both had the confession part down, but Judas stopped there, while Peter looked for absolution.

God doesn’t want sin to break you. He didn’t want it to break anyone. He wants it to break His own Son. He wants to give you real forgiveness. He doesn’t want it to be far from you. He showed up behind a locked door and spoke peace to Peter. He sends pastors to you to bring that forgiveness right to where you need it. They bring Jesus right to where you need Him. These pastors absolve sins. They say God-given words: “In the stead and by the command of my Lord and savior, Jesus Christ, I forgive you all your sins in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.” These pastors are here because it’s not your job to deal with these sins on your own. Just like your parents might have a tax guy because they can’t handle their taxes, you have a sin guy. You have a pastor. He’s there to forgive you. Don’t carry around guilt and shame on your own. Don’t even wait until Sunday. Call your pastor. He wants nothing more than to drop everything and say those words to you.

I wish I knew to tell Ashley to go see her pastor. I wish I knew to tell her that she didn’t have to walk around feeling broken all day, and she didn’t have to try and fix everything herself. There was a man sent by God Himself to absolve that hurt. If you’re hurting, don’t carry this around yourself. Christ brings real peace to broken sinners in this gift.

Find peace and pardon in a God who bears your sins for you. Find hope in a God who fixes what’s broken. Find life in a God who bore all your sin on the cross, rose from the dead, and then actually showed up for you when you needed Him most. Over and over, He will tell you some of the most important words you’ll ever hear: “In the stead and by the command of my Lord and savior, Jesus Christ, I forgive you all your sins in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.” You are forgiven. Do not be ashamed. Be healed.

Pastor Harrison Goodman serves St. Paul Lutheran Church in Winside, Nebraska and St. Paul Lutheran Church in Carroll, Nebraska. He can be reached at hgoodman01@gmail.com.

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Grace Woelmer

The Book of Psalms was written as a prayer book to God our Father. There are psalms of petitions and lament, psalms of thanksgiving, and psalms of praise and worship. With these psalms we, as God’s children, can pray and talk to Him in any circumstances. Psalm 22 is the famous psalm that starts out with “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” Jesus spoke those words from the cross in supplication to his Father in heaven. And likewise, we sinners cry out loud in our depth of sin, pleading to God to answer us.

I attended the Te Deum Higher Things conference this summer at Concordia Nebraska and served as a campus volunteer. One of the breakout sessions I went to was about the Psalms and how we can use them in prayer to our Father. The session I had attended just previously to this one was about defending life and arguing against abortion. So naturally, abortion and the recent release of undercover videos that detail the sordid activities of Planned Parenthood were both on my mind as I entered the classroom and heard the pastor reading Psalm 22 in the breakout.

We have the freedom to talk to our Father in Heaven in prayer and supplication, laying before him all our troubles and needs. But then I got to thinking, what about those who cannot voice their troubles? What about the babies in the womb who cannot yet cry out loud to the Lord and may never get the chance? From that point on as the pastor was reading, I was hearing Psalm 22 as the prayer of an unborn child, particularly as one who is to be aborted.

“On you was I cast from my birth,
and from my mother’s womb you have been my God.
Be not far from me, for trouble is near,
and there is none to help.” v. 10-11

“I am poured out like water,
and all my bones are out of joint;
my heart is like wax;
it is melted within my breast;
my strength is dried up like a potsherd,
and my tongue sticks to my jaws;
you lay me in the dust of death.” v. 14-15

We may feel exactly like this when we are burdened with sin, but physically a baby undergoes these exact descriptions in the cruel torture of the process of abortion. Their bodies become disfigured and their strength and health are stolen from them. Their life was a gift given to them, but it was also something that was so quickly taken away.

“For dogs encompass me;
a company of evildoers encircles me;
they have pierced my hands and feet–
I can count all my bones–
they stare and gloat over me;
they divide my garments among them,
and for my clothing they cast lots.” v. 16-18

All I could think of were the abortion doctors who encircle an aborted baby, dismember and take apart the body, and separate the “useful” body parts. They exclaim, “Another boy!” and they only care about the organs as means of a profit after selling them. I admit that, at this point, I was already shedding tears. Yep, I was the CCV in the back of the room crying, and I could not stop thinking about this psalm and these unborn children. What right do we humans have to decide whether or not a child is wanted or unwanted, useful or not useful, alive or not even a human?

“But you, O Lord, do not be far off!
O you my help, come quickly to my aid!
Deliver my soul from the sword,
my precious life from the power of the dog!
Save me from the mouth of the lion!
You have rescued me from the horns of the wild oxen!” v. 19-21

As sinners, we are helpless and cannot redeem ourselves or purchase our own salvation. Babies are also physically helpless from the time they are conceived until even after they are born. Babies rely so much on their mother and father to care for them and satisfy their every need. A baby’s abilities and reliance on others does NOT determine their worth or value. For instance, I am not a very good artist but my inability to paint a beautiful sunset does not mean I am less human. Just like an unborn baby, an elderly person in the nursing home unable to feed themselves does not make them worth less or make them less human. Just as Christ laid down his life for us helpless sinners, we should reach out to help the helpless unborn so that they may have the chance to be cared for and become a saved child of God.

“For he has not despised or abhorred
the affliction of the afflicted,
and he has not hidden his face from him,
but has heard, when he cried to him.
From you comes my praise in the great congregation;
my vows I will perform before those who fear him.
The afflicted shall eat and be satisfied;
those who seek him shall praise the Lord!
May your hearts lives forever!
All the ends of the earth shall remember and turn to the Lord,
and all the families of the nations shall worship before you.” v. 24-28

For those children who are aborted never have the chance to sing aloud to the Lord, to worship His name forever. Yet we must have faith that God has not turned His face from the aborted nor has He turned away from the mothers who choose abortion. God’s mercy is never ending, and He forgives all of our repented sins.

“All the prosperous of the earth eat and worship;
before him shall bow all who go down to the dust,
even the one who could not keep himself alive.
Posterity shall serve him;
it shall be told of the Lord to the coming generation;
they shall come and proclaim his righteousness
to a people yet unborn, that he has done it.” v. 29-31

Children are a gift from God.

Let us then fight for the unborn so that we may have another generation who can live in faith towards God and who can proclaim His righteousness to the next generation. Life is beautiful, for all life has been created by God. Let us speak not only for the voiceless ones in the womb, but also for the sorrowful women haunted by the regret of a previous abortion. May God work through us to give His comfort to those who seek His grace and mercy. It shall be proclaimed to all that Christ, by dying on the cross, has conquered sin, death, and the devil to win salvation for us and for all people, of all ages. Christ’s righteousness goes out even to those unborn children. He has not hidden His face from them, but died and rose again for their salvation, and for us all. Christ was born for all and He died for all, that all may be saved and receive eternal life.

Grace Woelmer is a member of Faith Lutheran Church in Plano, Texas and is studying music education at Concordia Nebraska.